Well my first day here; yesterday, was quite emotional. I was sure I made the wrong decision and stopped unpacking - ready to head home today. Anyone that knows me knows that my husband and my children are my entire life. My older children have their own lives now but my 12 year old and I are VERY close and as soon as I got here and didn't have her and didn't have my husband, dogs, kids, bed...anything I panicked. Cry is an understatement. I was hysterical. My husband and best friend tried to talk me down but nothing was working. I wanted to go home.
today is a new day. 2 of my kids are coming down in 2 weeks so that I can give this new home and new job a fair shake. If August rolls around and I am unhappy - home I go!
So, today I found an apartment, walked along the beautiful beach and unpacked my clothes. For now, this is home. I have to try. This is the best for my career. I have always wanted sun and no snow and this area is so beautiful. I am going to give 100% to this new chapter in my life. We will see how the story ends!
"Jello" played in the sand, saw palm trees and drove over the big bridge today!
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