Life changes

I didn't think at 44 I would be struggling with life changes but indeed I am. After 15 years in the same practice I feel I need something new to excite me. Is it a new place to live? Maybe! I have dreamed of living in the South for several years now. I had the chance at a practice in Columbia, S.C. but things wouldn't fall in to place to allow that to happen and as such not a day goes by I don't regret that! Is it a new job? Maybe! I started my own consulting company for that reason - my passion for client service and a new challenge in my life but as anyone who has started a business knows....it takes time. The clients I have had loved what I did for them but trying to get the word out is difficult. Fear also cripples the chance to take advantage of new areas, careers, challenges some times. What if they don't work out? What if I don't succeed? What if the choice was the wrong one? I hope to never let fear cripple my ability to take on the world but it has certainly caused some sleepless nights lately. What I do know is that if I don't try then I certainly won't succeed and that my husband is right....look at the worst case scenario! If it isn't that bad then you have nothing to loose! He is so smart...handsome too.

So life evaluation will continue! What do you all think?